that feeling

hey guess what.. that weird feeling is haunting me once again.. this time just like the last time.. same like the last time.. bad timing to feel something like this... i'm gonna screw up everything.. shit.. please.. not this time.. i beg my feeling for mercy.. not this time please my dear feelings.. u're killing me.. u're killing my future.. please go away.. far far away.. If you wanna do a comeback, please come again right after my biggest exam is done..

Gone through a shitty day today.. dunno why, i feel like.. urgh... everything seems wrong.. I just wanna live a happy life.. sometimes i hope that i can sleep and forget the whole thing in the morning and wake up as a new me.. but.. haih.. Enough with all this weird feelings.. please let me go my dear feelings.. I really need a time right now, but times doesn't seems so friendly right now..

Hope can cope with this feelings till i finish my exam.. guess what, never felt that feeling for a long time and.. urgh... can't say it right here.. well i'm gonna tell it anyway someday.. till the day homies..

FRESH ME FRESH STORY!!

26 days left...

26 Days Left!!!!

HEY YAW!! What's UP??!! Damn it guys!! Damn it!! Its getting closer and closer and my Emotional Quotient doesn't seems stabilize enough.. Urgh.. I got too many feelings that i feel in the same time.. This is due to my life and people around me.. Bad things happens and so do good things.. hahaha.. I feel like I'm a mad person dude... Mad for nothing reasonable i guess..

Well as ya guys can see there is about 26 days left for my biggest school exam in my life counting from today.. There is no more second chance and yes I do get a second chance to build a better future.. I did waste my time for this second chance, and now all that i can see that the times doesn't seems friendly enough with me..  I was grateful that some people around me do concern about me regarding to this.. Thanks to those for concerning..

Focus dude Focus!!

All i need now is too focus and keep focus till the day arrive.. I hope its not too late.. anyway at least i had cover 40% of my study in overall.. so, in another 20 days i hope i can cover up to 75%.. with that i am sure that i can get my result with full colours.. Only if i can recover up to 75% of my study.. at least.. haha.. wish me luck guys!! really need a miracle in this..

Well no one ever called me a geek before.. haha.. xD

Frankly i tell ya guys, i'm not a geek type of person that love to study, I'm a gamer who love to plays video games all day long.. yes i love to read too but i just read something that attract my interest in.. I love to find a new interesting facts.. But the content in the reference book is a facts that are not interesting for me to read it.. hahaha.. My teacher do told us (my class) that by teaching others on what we know, we can remember it well.. so.. I really need to do a study group!! Come on guys!! Don't you wanna succeed in ya life?? Do me a favor!! Help me!! And i help ya Guys!! Helping each other are the most important things right now.. Each time i ask for a study group, there always obstacle or resistance.. From now on, no matter what, I will make it happens.. no matter where or with whom.. This is all for the better future..

Not a Jamming studio that i used to go.. it just a picture =)

Study in the day, Jamming in the night.. hahaha.. Well, the study is for my left side brain, and Music for my right side brain.. balance right?? hehe.. Well, no more playing around i guess.. i hope that i will do what i said this time.. I did said this a few times before.. but.. ya know.. i just feel too lazy when my laziness strikes me..

This is my last chance like i said.. haha.. It's My Life.. It's now or never.. I ain't gonna live forever.. =)

Well i guess that's all for today.. Till next post homies!!

FRESH ME FRESH STORY!!!

Sini Ada Satu Cerita

HEY YAW!! What's UP??!! For the first time my post gonna be in Bahasa i guess... I dunno coz  i forgot whether i did post in Bahasa or not.. hahaha.. well.. let's get started..

Berikutan dengan tajuk di atas.. kenapa tiba-tiba nak berbahasa melayu?? hurm.. sini ada satu cerita.. nak cerita la ni.. Aku sebenarnya dah tak berapa reti nak cakap omputih ni.. haih.. ni semua gara-gara result MUET yang aku dapat.. Kurang memuaskan lah.. haih.. hilang semangat aku nak speaking.. Tujuan aku tulis blog ni dalam bahasa inggeris pun bersebab sebenarnya.. Actually, aku cuma nak improve kan bahasa inggeris aku.. walaupun aku tahu banyak grammar error dalam ni.. ah lantak lah.. hahaha...

Ingat, aku cuma nak improve bahasa inggeris je.. bukan nak poyo nunjuk yang aku reti cakap bahasa inggeris.. Come on la.. We live in the 21st century.. Orang zaman ni semua boleh cakap dwi bahasa kan?? tak kan nak lekat 1 bahasa je.. why don't we make a change?? Bukan nak lupa pada bahasa ibunda kita, yg tu pun sama penting juga.. Tapi bahasa kedua pun penting juga.. buatnya korang kena travel pegi jauh-jauh keluar negara kan susah.. bahasa apa korang nak guna?? hahaha..

Post ni actually aku saje tulis dan harap ade gak la typical-typical malay yang suka condemn orang lain cakap bahasa inggeris.. Cuba korang fikir.. katakanlah korang berniaga, tetiba ade customer or client dari luar negara, camne korang nak entertain client korang tu?? tak kan nak bawak kamus pulak kan?? buat malu je la.. haha.. aku penah dengar satu cerita di mana ada mat saleh ni dia nak order satay, tapi orang melayu yg amik order tu tak reti cakap bahasa inggeris... berbelit gak la dengar dia cakap.. hahaha.. kat situ dah nampak betapa pentingnya bahasa kedua ni.. kalau belajar bahasa arab lagi bagus.. bahasa syurga tu.. aku teringin gak nak belajar, sikit sikit la dulu.. orang kata pelan-pelan kayuh kan?? hahhaa..

Ok lah.. sampai sini je lah post ni.. tak tau nak tulis ape dah.. haha..
Till then HOMIES!! FRESH ME FRESH STORY!!!

Train - Drive By

HEY YAW!! What's UP??!! heh.. what am i gonna say?? nothing i guess.. as you can see.. new layout, new background, new fonts, new songs.. yeah.. Drive By by Train.. I dunno why.. I just love this song.. maybe the music arrangement make me feels like more natural..

Actually there is nothing i wanna write right now, eventhough thee are many super massive story up here in my head.. I just don't feel like write it down here.. maybe next time homies.. anyway, just enjoy this song..
                                                                                                 
                                                                                                 "Drive By"

On the other side of a street I knew

Stood a girl that looked like you

I guess that's déjà vu

But I thought this can't be true

'Cause you moved to west LA

Or New York or Santa Fe

Or wherever to get away from me

Oh but that one night

Was more than just right

I didn't leave you 'cause I was all through

Oh I was overwhelmed and frankly scared as hell

Because I really fell for you

Oh I swear to you

I'll be there for you

This is not a drive by

Just a shy guy looking for a two-ply

Hefty bag to hold my love

When you move me everything is groovy

They don't like it sue me

Mmm the way you do me

Oh I swear to you

I'll be there for you

This is not a drive by

On the upside of a downward spiral

My love for you went viral

And I loved you every mile you drove away

But now here you are again

So let's skip the "how you been"

And get down to the "more than friends" at last

Oh but that one night

Is still the highlight

I didn't need you until I came to

And I was overwhelmed and frankly scared as hell

Because I really fell for you

Oh I swear to you

I'll be there for you

This is not a drive by

Just a shy guy looking for a two-ply

Hefty bag to hold my love

When you move me everything is groovy

They don't like it sue me

Mmm the way you do me

Oh I swear to you

I'll be there for you

This is not a drive by

Please believe that when I leave

There's nothing up my sleeve but love for you

And a little time to get my head together too

On the other side of a street I knew

Stood a girl that looked like you

I guess that's déjà vu

But I thought this can't be true

'Cause

Oh I swear to you

I'll be there for you

This is not a drive by

Just a shy guy looking for a two-ply

Hefty bag to hold my love

When you move me everything is groovy

They don't like it sue me

Mmm the way you do me

Oh I swear to you

I'll be there for you

This is not a drive by

I got big freaking exam coming.. Till next time HOMIES!!

FRESH ME FRESH STORY!!!